sevenaxes

2005-12-09T04:47:00.000Z

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2005-07-01T15:10:00.000+01:00

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im lovin' it

2005-05-31T15:05:00.000+01:00

yea took the exam ytd. o level MT finally over!

last weekend, jus 2 days b4 MT o i attended first aid cum CPR instructors course.

damn fun. nice. cool (:

but it was so farr. civil defence academy was located at boon lay there.

took me bout hour plus to get there.

no choice but to admit, im soo-sooo blur!

i went there at 8.30am where the class was suppose to start at 1.30pm!

ok the people there were nice. one of the cadet on duty brought me to the dinning hall. luckily i brought my MT notes along, so did my revisions. from 8.30am- 1.30pm i suppose i shld b there studin for 5h? hahas even longer than CIP

so hungry.. but sat there revise. stare.goan. one of the cadet seem to read my thoughts sia. he came with 2 peach yoghurts and mineral water. he say he saw me studyin for so long without havin anythg, guess im hungry so offer me food. so nice of him hor (:

then one young fellow came. he told me the course gona start at 1.30pm. call me wait.. hahas later then i got to know that he was one of the instructor. (: so ok hais study. study. study.. yea time flies. 12 plus liaos. wow a big grp of instructors came, in smart uni, to have their lunch. another fella came ask if i wan hav lunch with them. i thanked him but reject his offer.

course finally started. the officer was tellin us bout first aid and bandages skills. followed by the instructor who offered me lunch. his name is robin i think :P he was nice with his lame jokes.

some aunties and uncles jus thought that they themselves were smart. so smart. tryin to shoot ppl by askin silly qn? < for eg. if there is two people lyin on groung. one with pulse no breathing, the other without pulse and breathing. for such cases, who will you save? issnt it askin for the obvious? of course the one with at least the pulse right! >

so continue blah blah blah..

second day my cousin gave us a ride there. we were slightly late though.. learn bout CPR skills and after the break, we were all split into smaller grps. gona have a pratical exam on presentation of the skills. instructor Mikal was stunned yahs. b4 he could actually he finish his sentence that one man CPR was the most challengin one, i told him i wan to present that! i dont wan anythg like head wound dressin, shoulder wound dressin, collar bone, amputation etc..

erm chg another instructor after lunch. cos one of the auntie wan present in mandarin. Mikal dont understand.. instructor benjamin. hahas he try b funny, act blur, and debate with me when i was presentin. < for eg. i undress the dummies for demo purposes to show the notch to do compressions, and he start sayin so can undress in public. i say for man shld b alright but pls dont for female.. he still dont giv up sia ask how differentiate man or woman.. so i jus crap along. FEEL IT! > lols. ;)

okay lahs. the instructors were friendly and fun. enjoyed myself lotts

yr 2005

2005-01-26T09:12:00.000Z

nth much happened recently.
jus wana update my blogg. it has been LONG since the last post.

jus came home from SCDF hq.
did some musical CPR rehearsal.
hahas this sunday going to perform at the stage at toa payoh HDB hub.
wahhs!

erm yupps last week we hav a game with peicai.
didnt really do quite well. we lost.
but okayy. even though we are going to lose. we proved that we were gd. (:

school is nice. but im tire.
life is as usual.. so packed for me.

im into a world of my own.
i like him so much that nothin else matters. im serious
-teach me how can i ever b close to you. you are so near yet so far-
you are my pillar of support.
obess. craze. anythg. yea let it b. im.

get sick sometyms.
but okay its best to giv in so that everyone's life would b easy.

finally for the first physics test i took in yr 2005, I PASSED! 17/30
im happy. really :)

The Essence of Survivial

2005-01-03T14:03:00.000Z

The Essence of Survivial

every morning in africa, a gazelle wakes up. it knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed.

Every morning a lion wakes up. it knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death.

it doesnt matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle...
when the sun comes up, you'd better be running.

bbq evalute

2004-12-15T03:20:00.000Z

wHoOsH!

had a bbq party ytd at east coast.

LJ came few time in the evenin chat. grab some bite etc.
he lent us 2 bikes. (belongs to the instructors from sparkc).
wahhs the bikes were cool. helps us in travellin to get stuffs. thanks lot.
went cyclin to the end alone. the breeze was nice.

lotsa food yah. but hahas we ate it at noon. as soon as we reach.
hahas and it ended up that the rest seem to left with little choices at night.

we started off with pie. chicken wings. crab meat. sausages. corn. potato. mash mellow. fish. lobsters. breads. panda. drinkss. cocktail. sotong

but it night it left only chicken wings. sausages. corn. potato. fish. breads. drinks. cocktail.
spot the differences? hehes =)

terence had a course goin on. so only managed to come down with LJ at night.
sad case supermario went home le.
terence wore a jean and obs tee. so shuai. cos he was goin home yahh.
LJ was then wearin obs tee and nike short lor. he was havin camp.
ok so nice right.
hav prepared a set for them. sweet huh.. hehes

chat crap play eat.
gave them the card from our grp. and the keychain. quite pleased yah
LJ gav me his namecard. hahas and i gona slp eith that yahh. so nice.

ard 2300 people start goin back.
few of us camp overnight.
i was rly tire afta the cyclin back n fore of east coast. well jagar till ard 0130 lidat went to tent and rest.
others went fishin tokin etc.
matt was nice. hahas keepin tellin me to go slp if im tire.
amanda and alan was nice to help me clear up.
it was rly noisy out the tent at night. *out there singin yah hahhas

woke up at 0500. ern kinda havin enough slp liaos. did some stretchin. havin the urged to go for joggin yahh. but not in sport shoe.
manada was bout to slp. hahas so ok went back to tent to rest.

everyone was up by 0700.
everythg was in a mess.
supposely to hav breakfast. but somehow lahs hor everythg seems to b all over. breads seems dirty. whole area was dirty. birds ardd.
so again did the clearin. matt was nice this time. help clear thggs.
alan louis mingsheng n i kept the tents.
realise i kept clearin the mess of what OTHERs did.
it was disgustin. the meats all over. with flys bees ants.
okayy but taht was an outdoor thgs. suppose to help each other yah.

forget it.

but there is one thg i really cant stand. as in sometym ppl are jus too much.
they dont thank people for what they had done. dont appreciate.
instead they were nasty yah. i rly cant stand taht.
jus.. ok dont really wan name or think bout it. it rly spoilt my day.

overal it was nice lahs. i see true colors of people.
alan was really nice. as in he try to help out in everyways. hao sang liang.
matt was thoughtful. try to help but not in physically. cos he quite weak lahs hahas. hao sang liang also.
louis was ok. cycled all the way. buy butter hehes.
aaron went home but he was ncie also.

everythgs were fine. weather also. rly had a great time. thank god.
erm yups LJ was nice.
that might be really my last chance to meet any of the ppl. LJ. terence..
cos there is rly no more xcuses and reasons for me to do so.

rather sad right now. all i can do is pray lor.
one day. may there be a chance again.
yups prayer change thg. perhaps miracle wil appear.

btw i had a fall ytd. near sch.
weiling also injured cos of me. feelin wuite bad.
i wasnt able to hav a cross. the bike skided and we fell.
there is a hole at my chin there. not big but deep. 2cm deep.
mr ong send me to tan tock seng. waited for v long. in the end no stitches needed. jus clasn wounds. cost a bomb yah.
pain.

think everyone mus hav heard of the sad news. abt ms ho and her husband.
it was a sad thg. really.
rmbr we still see her last or few wk ago havin netball trg.
it was sudden n unxpected.
tel mi it wasnt true. cos it was like..
i dont know.
maybe its a gd thg that they left for somewhere better. as what ling said.

taht bout al for now. LJ jus sms me. erm thank me.
he sms me. but but im really sad lahs.
wil i see the sms again? i dont know. but i'll pray for taht day to come.

bbq

2004-12-10T13:22:00.000Z

wemt cyclin past few dayy.
cycled from toa payoh to east coast. tiring yet funn.
erm terence emailed me. he said he and LJ would be able to drop by.
but LJ hav a course taht day so only at ard evenin then can.
hahas aniwaes im happyy. cos he would be there. x)
lookin forwad to tue. it gona b funn.
the bbq. the food. the gangie. the trip. cyclin. my frens.
hehes .
jus prayin for the best. prayin for the gd weather. prayin that they would rly able to mak it. jus everythggs.
im happy nowadays cos tue is coming.
i wan i wan see LJ. he is so nice. but hais. think ppl al dont rly seemed to appreciate him. he is nice. really. so thoughtful.
hahas long jun rocks. =)
-it doesnt matter who stand before me. i trust only myself.-

lj

2004-12-03T10:59:00.000Z

wahhs so glad i participated in yeah2004.
though it was kinda tire but we had lotsa fun arent we? =)
hahahs weekendz fever n xmas treats.
most imptly our booth was jus bside obs rock wall.
met so many familiar instructors. eg eugene. LJ. terence. kelvin...
so nice nice nice =)
hahahs even if dont know, we make sure we know yahh.. hahas
it end up that they are our biggest clients.
bought lotsa stools from us.
- LJ. 1 stool $20
- PK. 1 stool $20
- bernard. 2 stools $30
- valerie. 2 stools $30
- eugene. 1 stool $10
- supermario. 2 stools $20
- yita. 2 stools $20
- terence. 8 stools $80
wana really thanks LJ.
he gave me the idea of customise the stool.
helpin me daopao. and treatin me ice mio yahh.. hahhas
he was really damn nice. thoughtful. =)
saw terence again. hair slightly longer but still look like peanut. fingers as short n fat. hahas. (dont laugh at mine lors. mine is beta hahahs)
yays we havin a yeah post celebration. on 14 dec.
had invited Lj and gangie. hope they wil b there? pls...
our grp had got thgs for them. a keychain and a xmas card. so sweet..
hahas.
went east coast to bk pit tdy. saw vincent n san poa poa/ hahas
glad that he still rmbr me x)
weii look forward to the celebration. cheerss.

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2004-11-10T15:51:00.000Z

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camp

2004-11-07T13:00:00.000Z

jus came back from obs ytd.
wow. it was great. so fun
miss terence yea. hahas he is nice. really
we were kinda bad lahs called him peanut. =)
our grp were cal libra.
it was good. we show gd team spirt. we are champion. (remember) hahas
it was..
gd to have a scout in the grp really. to navigate
gd to have a big head. to float in water
gd to have a china fren. like to joke.
gd to have a weird weird one. he is cute. right? xinfang
gd to have a quiet one. willing to help.
gd to have a banglar. another joker. too bad he fel sick on following day.
gd to have a sadako. she is hardworkin.
gd to have a fungus. a crab lover
gd to have a police. knowing the knots for raft.
gd to have a cloud. hahas mosquito killer. yea hahas (morning exercise) =)
gd to have a choir de. helping out in all thgy.
gd to have a teletubbies(poh). loud radio. wel she was gone afta 1st day.
last but no least.
gd to have me lahs. hahas another crad lover. x)
it was kinda like a survivor yea. each day there is one member out.
hahas but afta 4 days. we still manage to have 11 yea.
really wana say a big thank to terence.
he is really nice. fun. and simply lovable.
though it wasnt really a real form of obs which has 5 days, it is nice lahs really.

holidae

2004-10-30T16:17:00.000+01:00

yea hahas update. I had type a long long de but den have error so hais..
I lazy to retype so think yups it have been long since my last post.
that day for the peirce family day, 3e1 and 3e4 had done the haunted house.
yeaa it was fun ya. thanks for everyone’s efforts and supports.
Obs is coming. I am so happy and excited.
hope that things turn out well ya.
hahas hope can meet alvin yea. hahahs =)
aiyah. Though school ended we gona b back to sch for lotsa day lehs. SoOoo..
poon letting me participate the suntec yeah.
my grp members are liying, val seng, val sis, peiru, peiru sis, xinfang, xinfang sis and me.
yea it on the 26-28 nov. support us kaes.. =)

fair

2004-10-28T16:59:00.000+01:00

hahas okay for my cute little joan's sake. i update kaes.
wahs my leg damn pain. ytd was a tiring dae.
thanks everyone who came and supported.
yeas hope you enjoyed youselves.
think that was a success lahs.our effort of the past 2 day of hardwork.- prep work. was well paid off. but there are some poor ghost who kana bruises all over.
some kana step on the fingers as it was dark and people could not see. hahas but they were professional enough not to yell yahh.. hhahahs right xinfang. =)
okay most of them injured their knee. can imagine yourselves crawling for 5 hours? hhahahas all blue black.. should have wear our vball knee protection thgy yahh =)
claire was the most cham one. kana kicked as ppl struggle to past her obstacles.
no matter what. well done people...

ang jia jia! wahss she broke the mirror which is jus bside me. instead of her havin 7 yrs bad luck i felt as though i was the one. so suay...
i lost my brother watergun.. dont know where xianyao chengxi they all left it.. hais
yays. tmr last dae. sch end damn early and im quite pleased with that. i could den go get my camp stuffs.
ms poon allowed me to join this yr yeah! i getting liying. valerie... erm aiyah duno lahs but im so happy.
holiday coming. im so happy. but iwas getting sick... omgg.
hehes taht enough liaos lahs for these few daes thgy..
yea takaire everyone. =)

life isnt always easy

2004-10-17T15:50:00.000+01:00

life can be unfair at times

when you must maintain faith

and never let go.

it is especially during the difficult times

that you must live your life

to its fullest potential.

those are the time to triumph

over circumstances

with hope and courage.

life isnt always easy,

bvut if you keep going and persevere

to the very best of your ability,

you will gain strength to manage

the new challenges ahead.

each goal that you reach

is another important step forward.

believe that there are

bright and wonderful days

ahead for you and you will find them.

-mary A.Rothman

seekin god

2004-10-16T16:07:00.000+01:00

feeling quite low right now.
i failed my physics. though it was xpected..
i was thinkin..
why god you wana die for our sake?
look at people nowadays.. is it worth it? and have you ever regreted?
and why have you created such unfair world..
wouldnt it be perfect if we are ignorance.
wouldnt it be great where people dont jus think abt themselves..
i dont know. im quite tire. really tire that i wonder if i could still carry on my journey. with you.

yays

2004-10-14T11:39:00.000+01:00

im happy. =)
finally exams are all over.
felt so relieved but also at the same time worry.
im afraid i dont do well.
amaths i know i sure die de. handed up two-third blank ans sheet.i jus cant do it. i felt so helpless.
tdy jus sat for emaths paper two and physics paper.
wahss hope i didnt screw up the thg..
god bless.

erm went home with xiao rou.
so nice of her. onie hahas she beri cold yahh.
we go eat holland v nasi lemak. wahh nice nice. yum. =)
talk. crap. lotsa. though of most of the time she crap.
hahas but she is reali beri nice. beri understandin. and thoughtful.
laugh more den talk i think. =)

yays. this sunday i gona get my scdf cert. so happy.
gona meet them again. mr teh beri nice. shu hui and i in charge of the station for kiddos yahh. kido rawks. =P
kinda looking forward to it yepps.

that day. mon i think. dennis gave us somethg. he wrote us somethg..
so touched but hahas it made us feel bad also.

we are so bad..despite of us not cooperating with him wel. he care for us. sob sob* he is so nice afterall..
this was wad he gave us..

Dont Quit

When thing go wrong,
As they sometimes will
When the road you’re
Trudging seems all up hill
When the funds are low,
And the debts are high,
And you want to smile
But you have to sigh
When cave is pressing
You down a bit
Rest, if you must
But don’t you quit.

Success is failure
Turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you can never tell
How close you are
It may be near
When it seems afar
So, stick to the
Fight when things go wrong
That you mustn’t quit.

.nice right.- it is by a teacher whom is bullied by us all the while.
mr dennis goh.

yea thanks. dennis kor. =)

exam period

2004-10-08T14:07:00.000+01:00

exams on tue onwards. stress.
hahas but still goin to work tomorrow and sunday.
erm so hais can onie study in bus yea.
didnt really did well for geography but i passed.
quite tire. quite stress.
im quite lack. unable to catch up. but i will try..
god bless.

xiao rou n nanny ling

2004-09-26T13:44:00.000+01:00

brought lotsa cousins go church todaee.
felt like a nanny man. prefer daniel. hehes
next wk children dae, hope dae have a fun time yepss.
gona buy some gifts for all. hahas hope that i wont be broke yas. =P
hahas i realise one thg. lotsa ppl are real gd to me. only that i didnt realise last time and at times. tdy i wana hightlight nanny ling and xiao rou.
erm not all days onie durin sun nanny ling is in a clear state of mind. hahas organised and damn nice. other dae arhs, so-so lors. sometimes believe mi i rly can stand her. but i noe its her so okae forget it.
xiao rou is real nice. hahas always sms mi. gives mi quick response. hahas she can work in fed-ex next time yas. lols. onie that i cant play thai boxin with her cos hahs i wil den always the one who feels pain in the end.
okae think enough for todaee. tmr emaths and biology test. gota study or lata jeya gona nag... x)

exam coming..

2004-09-24T09:01:00.000+01:00

exam coming.. starts from next wk yea.
gota buck up yea.
hahas were havin fun in class.
poor alan n jie.
hahas we are bunch of devils ya. =)

..

2004-09-17T13:51:00.001+01:00

andrew left ytd. 3 yr kaes. =(
slept alot recently. aunty ong was pissed hehes.
erm flunk my phy again. haiss. felt hopeless.
tink im dyin. not much time left for mi.

cycle

2004-09-14T13:11:00.000+01:00

some feekback for ytd entry. some sae i was fierce yea hahs the tone was real bad. feelin beta le wel its over, forget it.
went ling hse. wahs fun =) ate cup noodles and went cyclin afta that.
yepss i bought 2 tortises and a hse for them from ling market.
hahas first time i've been a good cyclist.
on the way home was strugglin with that thgy. hehes
okae played whole dae so tire..
saw him on my way back. so nice. =)
2 more daes to go.

fcuk

2004-09-13T13:50:00.000+01:00

so pissed by her. cant stand it animore.
she is a asss. slut. fcuker*.shall stop jus in came sis ling happen to drop by yeps.
yea spoilt my mood but thanks to vballer the mood became beta. =)
ken not here so we played captain ball and soccer. real fun yepss. pung peng peng rawks. x)
some childish bastards in toliet. hopeless.
is a disgrace to have them in the same uniform as mi.
cant stand ppl ard mi. duno is that the problem lies with mi, myself or others.
haiss.

he didnt accept so forget it. yeps i deleted. i shallnt tink bout it again.
=( haiss andrew is leavin in 3 days time. goin for 3 yrs. so sad.

tmr go cyclin. pray that tmr wil b a fine dae. =)

pray

2004-09-12T15:37:00.000+01:00

sumthg real bad happened to him. i could have prevented it. but i didnt.
now okaee i rly cant do animore.. al i can do is jus pray. pray real hard.
god pls attend to my prayer. nth must happenen to him.
went scdf courses past 2 daes. learnt lotsa stuffs.
mr teh is real nice chap yea. looked like vincent ng. mediacorp actor.
david hahas i cal him da wei is funi n nice.
thank god i goto mix with real nice ppl. enjoyin myself. =)
i wana go for more. hope that able to see u guys again yepss.
for sure i wil c .vincent. again. =)
jus enjoyin myself yeps. but miss church. miss spiderman.

budlight

2004-09-11T17:03:00.000+01:00

went cousin's 21 bdae jus now.
drank few cans of carlsberg and play mahjong. hahas won some allowances yeps. =)
nice nice good to see so many ppl. shuai + pretty. x)
tire. tml wont b able to attend church. so sad =(

sometime when i look back i felt like endin my life.
i regreted lotsa stuffs. its sins.
dont understan sometime jus got into depression mood yeps. sad.

didnt know how he felt. jus knew that he makes me feels gd. real good.
i wana tak a step further. but maybee givin each other sometime.
he is jus too perfect while im not.

footprints

2004-09-07T13:32:00.000+01:00

-<< footprints >>-
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that man times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. “Lord, you said that once I decided to follow You, You’d walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed You most You would leave me.”

The Lord replied, “My son, My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.”

-- Author unknown

.

2004-09-06T14:27:00.000+01:00

Ohhhhh my result real bad.. flunk 4.
Gota buck up ya..
Brought my cousin to church ytd. Wah sis ling can oso b nanny ling ya.
She is gd dealin with my cousin n papa dar. Hehe
Creation kids are real fun. went in to accompany my cousin wow its reali niceto interact with kids. Gideon is cuteee…
sevenaxes is nice but rly no time for such. 4get it..
Erm.. ya schedules are all packed. Anithg mus bk me b4 hand. Hahas
He is leavin but I cant do anithg.. I m sad. haiss
Aniwaes al thg lies under god’s plan ya.
let it b.. god wil arrange somthg beta ya everthg wil b perfect. =)

new

2004-08-31T13:19:00.000+01:00

this mornin jogathan.
jog with lam. yea she tried her beri best.
break her own record n ok real winner of the dae kaes.
by right our class came in first but breadboi nvr tak attendence so okay-
4get it. aniwae we are winner. yays!omgg what is our sch bcumin to?!? hai n ken.. liu san jie, zhuo chuan xiong.. lols
teachers idol yea. crappin. mr tan jus bein xtraa..
hahas pe again we played soccer. jie soccer is real impressive. =)
recess time mani were in class celebratin with khai. bought her a real big bear kaes n a heart shape cookie. appear nice =) she was pleased.
den okok managed to pass to al sec 1, 2 n 3 classes the mac newsletter. hope some wil cal yea. asked abt the mac thgy plss.. hahahspoh got into depression mood again afta recess. so scary.khor was hahas tryin to maintain. didnt reali study n sch ended.
went tp eat with qin qin. ping ping. ling ling n ying ying.went queensway afta that. walk round n round. but at least everyone got sumthg home.
qin qin bought a pair of slipper. ping ping bought a shirt. ying ying bought a bag. i bought vbal shoe. slipper n a shirt. ling ling bought 2 stick of fishballs. =)
yea but ping ping njoyed herself ya. was singin n dancin.. playin with xiao didi. x)
went home.wah legs with blisters. pain pain.tml goin out. maybee go cyclin with qin qin den meet ling ling. duno larhs see 1st.

2004-08-30T12:59:00.000+01:00

Somethg is beri wrg wif my com. 4get yea.
tdy step. ping. poh. mei n mi are goin krazi.
luff n luff non stop.
Eng period crapped with aunty ong..
hahas tink she rly cant stand mi. at times felt like usin a ropes to tie mi up n usin a maskin tape to stop mi from crappin.. hahahs jus crapped too much.kinda feelin beta ya after sun. went poh church
it was fun. played games">games. I won of cos hahas bang my pri sch senior down wif jus 1 hit.(I nvr play rugby was such a waste yea)
hahas we were rough.
im recharge le now ful of energy.

durin recess wad at the table. xy. ling. aud. ger. qin. saliva. ping. mi..
ping was getting hot yea. while others act solomon. hahas it was unbearable.
ppl dun believe mi le. tel ur how mani tym le.
i nvr c de lor. hahas but still end up with lotsa counsellin..
somethg beri wrg wif sum fellow in claz dun understan y cant dey jus u noe go along with us. Jus wana do thg in their own ways. poh was pissed.

Crapped with mr eeee hahas he is such a nice man.
yays! He sae we beta den e2..
hahas maybee we jus entertained him with too much nonsense. He looked at mi hu jus kept tokin n tokin n hahas his expression was duno to laugh or to scold ya.. hahas we jus reali play too much.Khor came with chemical. Wah not bad arh real enthu.
Tink I still smel quite gd now even if I sweat lotsa after trg. Al thanks to poh. spray the deodorant as though ya sprayin bygon on a poor crocokroach. Hahas.
tink that’s al. happy teacher dae.
tml might see the mac recruitin thgy if bala is efficient.
yea not forgettin to thank my editor - mr president. Thanks. =)

craps

2004-08-27T14:58:00.000+01:00

todae was kinda feelin beta.
aunty ong was nice. she jus let us choose the right path we wana go ourselves.
denis. bastard.. bloody hel. cant teach still tok so much.
okae i noe im stupid. i admit im slow.
but AT LEAST I MANAGE TO PASS WHEN TEO IS ROUND..
now that i flunk the test badly..
DONT U TINK THAT U R OSO PARTLY RESPONSIBLE?!?
wad the hell bastard..
crap with ping. did stupid thgs..
brought lotsa snacks like GIANT poky, twisties, sweets, drinks... den went have pinic at tuition centre dere..
munch munch* thro' out... hehehs
went home after that.
realised that the best person it could eva been to mi is my mum..
though at times i reali felt that she dun understan mi but actuali i was wrg.. she knew exactly.. but didnt wana mi to be stress out so jus kept quiet abt it..
i noe dere is somethg i ought to tel her but i jus didnt able to pluck up my courage to do so..
hais sept cumin..
im real stress but wad add more pain to it is im real sad bcos..
haiss.. read tommy entry.. hahahs his was chimology.. but sound gd and felt beta n kinda inspire ya.. so do go go his blog n haf a look... =)
-free advertisin.

dun force mi

2004-08-26T12:58:00.000+01:00

why? why? why?
why thg alwaes goes wrg for mi..
i try to avoid much thg in sch but no matter how hard i try.
jus cant avoid it.
take for instant, jus simply takin eng reader digest- a simple test. i kana caught. aunty ong knew i noe the ans b4 hand. gona give mi straight zero.
okay. i noe have no integrity when it come to eng.(im desperate to pass). my fault. howeva, it dun end here she kept askin mi hu was the the ppl hu told mi and hu else knew the ans..
i jus kept quiet. n replied duno. she was angry. i know.
she sae tml gona check on everyone.
im jus.... haiss
prob dun end here.
jus my luck kaes. met pyy on my way to dinin hall.
she stopped mi. sae i chg (did i?!?) den asked abt results.
told her i flunk almost al. she did sumthg real bad to mi..
forced mi to the end ya. gave mi a bad choice.
she knew mi. knew mi wel.. she noe i wil not give in.
wana mi tel my mum. sae she wil cal.
she sae jus wna add pressure ya wana mi to take the right path.
i cant dere's no turnin back for mi now. dun force mi.
okaes wasnt in kinda gd mood den..
but snowman. poh. mei. step. daph. qin. ling. ping. ying. were nice okok try ya tok to mi..
ernie ya paiseh scolded him jus now.. im in kinda bad mood.
knew that shld cr8 my prob to bcum others prob.
trya chg the attitude.. yea tink after sch was beta..
help a blind man to tak bus. gd deed ya.
trg was okae played beach volley.. play with tennis bal. quite fun-
till khor spoke to mi. yea 6/20 for a simple chem test is real horrible.
i know. confess i didnt study. tink still kind stuck at chap 2. she was..
recently mani teachers spoke to mi. not onie khor. hais.
jus feelin so helpless. -sad-
lookin 4ward to sun. goin poh church yea time to pay for our sins.
hope that thg wld b beta den..
i need a long break.. a long long de.
i need to rest. if can i wil nvr wana wake up.
jus leave mi alone.

thnks ling

2004-08-25T14:09:00.000+01:00

.
.
.
sis ling was reali nice..
jus cal mi n said me a prayer..
reali appreciate it..
thats reali so nice of u. =)
thnks.
told mi bout..
" when we face tough decisions abt which way to go,it's nt always obvious to us which road to take. The bible tells us to ask God to giv us wisdom. It doesn't saes tat God will tell us excatly what to do, but instead it says tat God gives us the WISDOM to decide. =) "
yea mayb i shld jus relax abit ya.
thg would b fine one day. *.god wil guide mi along ya-

save mi

2004-08-25T11:24:00.000+01:00

today was a tirin day..
restless.. have been in depression sia..
in sch isslightly beta cos at least i talk with some frens but at home worse. i either isolate myself in the room or kept quiet.
yea last time dere is also a period where i dun tok n the worst last for 3 months yeps. jus that kinda keepin quiet...
tink prob lies with too mani thg cropped up.. business stuffs..
later in the night round 11 plus i noe adrian wil cal again to ask abt my stuffs.. im stress shld i pick up his cal? i duno wad n how to tel him..
oso my schoolworks n exams have been laggin..
my mum jus duno ya n thought that as usual(same as last yr) im doin wel.. i can do work myself..
i jus cant tel her wad xactly happened.. the feelin is real bad..
i simply cant score n xcel animore.
jus so stress up.. so mani works haven donee.
seen pyy durin recess.. she talked to me.
okaes she knew exactly whats happenin and yea wana mi tel adrain abt it.. so i sms adrian told him abt my plight and works.
he sae he wil help mi in sch work ya..
but thats sch stuffs.. outside sch i have lotsa thg undone..
the mac project.. reali reali stress up cos couldnt get the ppl.
m afraid that i couldnt ged everythg alright jus in time b4 sept.
okok den someore bein the ambassador for maurice project ya needed do lotsa stuffs.. again im stress with the results..
i dare not dare not do animore thg, sae animore thg..
im jus too afraid of the results..
im afraid of failin..
i can accept the fact animore. felt like dyin n end everythg..
sick of everythg-
ppl were nice.. steph. jie n i have been slpin.
but my classmates were so conern n hahas reali tak good care of mi.
every period either. (mei. snowman.poh . )wil bri mi to washroom. talk to mi. =)
but again seemed restless. came sch slack.
jus tryin not to enage in too much conversation.
dun wana ged involve.
wna b isolate.
not to have my thoughts run wild.
seriously speakin i reali cant mange my stuffs.
thg jus went out of control..
pyy had warn mi b4 even now but i insisted in goin on my own way.
though i noe moni cant buy back time but i thought that i would handle thg wel.. but..
reali reali duno lahs dun wish tok abt it.
i noe im runnin away from reality..
but thats only thg i can do. other den that i reali of no idea wad to do..
its not taht i dun like 7x but jus tink that i shldnt as reali im jus too tire..
i have a fal now. a big fal.
mayb i would get to feet again one dae or mayb not..
wadeva it is im in pain now n reali unable to walk ani further.
mayb sum one ya are willlinm to carry mi thro' miles..
or miracle appear ya. jus pray hard*

gd fren

2004-08-24T13:08:00.000+01:00

tire. recently not in a gd mood..
ppl ard mi wil haf realise.. esp steph. thanks for toleratin..
i almost slam her down ya when she try to b funi with mi..
sry ya but jus leave mi alone.
emaths ca2 overal onie 16/100.. chem jus a simple test n i got 6/20..
on the way to raymond hse i was recalin abt thgs happened recently..
the tests. wad the craps i did. what results etc.
ok i reali felt like givin up everthg..
tink i can onie fool ard ya. if not have ani of ur c mi been serious b4?!?
jus felt so helpless...
jus came online.
kyle was kinda alert yea and hahas came forward n cheer mi up.. followed by qin..
yea no matter wad i have a grp of nice fren. so thoughful.
every thoughts counts yeps. they are nice.
howeva i thanks my frens hu care for mi ya but tink the main problem jus lies with mi myself.. gimi some time kaes. =)
ok kinda feelin beta. *thanks-
jus hope that thg would b beta yas..

my voice

2004-08-23T11:57:00.000+01:00

jus came home.
on our way back saw accident.
nasim n steven ran to the rescuse. hahas
is peiru sis. kana knocked down by a car..
not beri serious but got got head injuried and some scratches yepss..
god bless.
ya trg was alright lah onie the last part where al of us got our legs cramp.
class photo suhandy wasnt dere..
haiss but poh kinda tryin to b funi yep.
hahahs but make the effort go do cards tis al.. yea we havin fun-
tire.
im jus sick of everthg.
in kinda a confuse state.
somethg ernie n banglar sae had struck mi..
though we were playin playin kinda..but it reali meant somethg as in..
how did i get to e1 actuali?
my grades have been failin lahs for the past few months..
frankli speakin may b bcos that i have been slackin in homeworks and everythg.. yepss.. and is quite lag in everythg now.
its not jus like b4 where by studin i wil get a A..
now it makes no differences whether i try or not...
jus felt myself as a failure.. though mani c mi as a joker in class/sch.
i have never failed to make ppl luff but its difficult for me myself to be 1.
mani wil thought that al i do is play. joke. fool ard. yellow editor. etc.
im alwaes energentic in front of people but back alone i m not..
im a restless soul. even mum sae i looked stressed-
jus feelin helpless. n hopeless.
i do not have ani mood for sevenaxes animore.
its jus simply a waste of time. which i do not tink i have could afford.
everything jus seem so meaninless. i do not have ani motivation at al.
hahas ya the world is borin. one day i wil leave.
lols it sound jus like wanqin..
but hahas she wil vanish but mayb a spaceship wilsum n bri mi to a new world-

seven

2004-08-22T10:32:00.000+01:00

didnt go church todae..
kinda havin bad feelin so nvr go..
had breakfast with my family ya at mac.
it have been a long time since we have breakfast together..
den went home watch tv. study.. but hahas cant reali concentrate.
later still goin for dinner ya. so tire-
tml we are gona take class photo.
hope that every1 wil b present.
n i wil not *blink* when that fellow snap =)
hahahs chatted with qin.. as ppl round mi wil noe my eng is horrible.
the way i phrase it is even worse. but onie qin can understan.
hahas i sae sumthg like sevenaxes noe who 7x is..understan?!?
lols yep nice chattin with her.
haiss hahas sevenaxes is alwaes lidat de.. x)
oso duno wad to sae..
hahas always so near yet so far. maybe one day i wil b sick of it..
sick of chasin behind his back-

my stomach is burstin-

2004-08-21T12:51:00.000+01:00

lols jus woke up.. finali got a chance to slp..
yea meet maurice this mornin.. treat us @ hans so nice of him... =)
okok discuss talk about things. he was nice.
oh no not gona fal for another seven.. lols hahas
i tends to like the person if he is nice to mi or we can at least talk.
not more on the look and age instead.. =)
ok went meet chris and my cousins after that at entertainment centre de swensen...
wah wah wah. big eater man.. dere is total.. erm let mi count..
15 of us.. each order a main couse and ok total 15 topless 5..
omggg!! every1 was so ful after the meal and think that fellow made a mistake or wad kept servin ice cream.. (tink we had more than 15 yepss)
hahas though we stand to gain but i m dyin kaes hahas
15 X 5= 75 scoops. and dey al sae ful le dun wna animore so i EAT lorss.
hahas like sumo fiesta. help my bro with his baked rice oso..
ok so im like a tub kaes.. so damn ful til mi reali cant take it..
hahas i officiali declare that i lurve goin to the swensen dere bcos i find. derek. reduan. hermen beri beri cute and shuai- reali no joke =)
took cab home after that..
i intended to study de cos next wk from mon on 3 tests(chinese.english.biology). tue 2 tests (socialstudies.amaths.re-re-test). and wed 1 test(amaths common).
bUt.. okok jus fel aslp lidat without havin time for it to be digested..
omggg.. tink mi gona put on soOoo much weight..
hais winnie i m cumin to pei u.. x)
okok onie 4 ppl out of 100 peirceans i had online.. pathetic.
tink al went either ben party, choir or band thgy yeps.
have fun kaes.. btw im njoyin myself at home chattin with qin..
hahas talk lotsa.
sevenaxes tink he is not gona come online today..
hahas bcos.
sevenaxes ah seven. u r the best-
haiss my maths grades are fallin.
amaths.
first test. 5/25
re test. 4/20
emaths.
angle. 10/40
angle n variable. 5.5/40
omggg!! raymond u gona save me!!
hahahas goin your house next tue.
mus jiu wo hor, wed amaths common test. =)

photo takin.

2004-08-20T15:44:00.000+01:00

tire-
jus came home..
had a war ya with my mum..
okae cos i alwaes hang round and yea 6am i was out but 10pm plus still not back home..
i was busy with things outside marx wad can i do?!?
photo shot todae..
vbal de last min we decided to wear sch u lahs...
some ppl dun seem to b hapi ya.. wana wear jersey rites...
4get about this people.. den hahas hse photo-
falcon de was fun..
mun hwee came and looked for mi and al the leaders went have pic ya.. hahas we al this batch are slacker man nvr do much work but hahas still leader kaes.. lols.
falcon took first everyone was hahas jokin and playin..
hahas we got lotsa ppl to tak.. anyone hu is falcon can jus join..
it ended up like a big family photo sia.. =)
sOoo sian real tire out tml mornin 9 plus yeps meetin maurice discussin his business proposal..
den hahas evenin mus pei chris celebrate bdae..
yeps by right the hillsongs united is goin to city harvest..
can go join the worshipin de but due to sum reasons lahx..
sry ben tml not goin ur party cos dere is too mani ppl..
i m anti social de kaes. soO0oo..
real sry but hapi bdae to u..
tire tire tire.
sevenaxes is alwaes so so so near yet so far..
hahas yays! slightly closer todae?!? xP
shallnt tel u... hahas but yea quite happy.. =)
7x is real nice but im not- =(

mac recruitment. phyiscs test chicken feet-

2004-08-19T13:28:00.000+01:00

adrian jus called mi..
yays! mac agreed to work with my proposal le..
okok i need to recruit mc students and mc turtors asap..
we are conductin a trail this comin sept..
here is the details..
for the mc tutors i jus need students with 'A' grade in mathematics..
for just 4 lessons each 11/2hours...
jus teach the students how to solve the questions they duno and some tactis in solvin eqn. (adrian wil b dere to assist dun wori..)
yeps u can earn xtra allowances jus lidat..
as for the mc students yea for jus $30 for 4 lessons..
each lessons would be 11/2 hours with meals wil b provided for u..
you can get a group of friends to register together ya..

this programme would be held at bishan interchg mac..
anyone interested pls sms mi or email mi asap kaes..
it goes by first come first serve de..
my email add is weekendz_fever@hotmail.com
while my fone number is 97896812 kaes [24 hr ava.] but dun play play kaes.. =)
tink yar try yay cal richard make announcement tml..
sch was okaes todae..
i fel aslp durin amaths n even had a dream kaes.. lols
physics test- chicken feet larhs.. ('',)"
we have seek for our neighbour for advice..
val tan. joo. tabi. cindy. ger. clair.. were gd enuff to xplain to mi the key points.. hahas thanks lotsa- =)
suhandy was power sia hahas got al ans for mcq from kyle..
hahas he sae the source is rather reliable ->(history student) =P
cos it was from the pres. so okaes i copied exactly..
(hope ez wil not pop by ya..) xP
have fun with poh.. she was real nice poh.. =)
wahx stop callin mi hsefly... wad the i m cindy kaes.. =)
*one more time you wil b OUT... out of my school...
trainin was slackin.. yays! i can serve by jumpin.. x)
hai is too much le lor..
scold val until lidat for no reason.. tml.. tml U gona get it.. =)
goin tuition tml hope that it would be nice.
alwaes nvr c 7x.. qin sae have hahas oh reali?!?!
hahas mi slacker lahs nvr notice..
stress hahas reali tire man.

crappin dae.

2004-08-18T14:42:00.000+01:00

todae crapped lotsa yea reali havin fun-
hahas meisy caught mi this mornin den hahas kept calin mi pull my socks where u noe hahs alreadi reach the max ler ok den went back class chatted with turtle.. told him bout it..
he crapped lotsa more lor blive mi.. bhb lah he told mi," hahas y u nvr tel her u noe mi. hahas jus sae we are good fren.."
lols might as wel tml he come and cal meisy let mi go...
much more easier hahas..
but he is nice but crapy.. *he lurve eatin crabs i think xP
have lotsa fun durin the assembly period.. hahas =)
funny like hel kaes hahas .. poh.snowman.milk.naimei.mei.claire yeps..
after sch went J8..
laykim dad fetch us(sis ling.milk.jing.qin.gunbound n mi) out..
must be wonderin wah so mani ppl how to right.. lols laykim dad got a big bus lorss.. hahas sch bus kinda. real big.. =)
wah sis ling spent soOo long serchin for he mr right. book lors.. lols =)
okae nth much shoo ard. hang at mph den went home.
den sooOO long nvr cal mi le den suddenly cal at the same time..
francis n koen hahas.. 2 same kinda de jus called to ask mi how life..
but koen talk abt his stuff yeps hahas his hamster den ok tel mi stuffs..
haha while francis tok abt my biz thgy, adrian, elim, jack and his ns life lars..
hahax nice chatin with dem..
sun meetin francis ya.. sae he wana cum church meet mi den go town eat ice cream mayb yepx hahas x)

tml physics test haven study ltr ez wil laugh at me again... x(
sevenaxes hais also duno wad to sae lehs haahs jus admire onie from afar..
sevenaxes rawks...
tml trg soOOoo nice.. *lurve thursday..
rong ge trainin us..

pity e2

2004-08-17T13:09:00.000+01:00

wel todae pe have a nice game wel tink everyone njoyed pe yepsss..
ok den durin recess came to know abt 3e2 handfones incident..
yeps tink lotsa ppl know ler but i heard many different stories..
poh ba adviced that we dun brin for rest of the week.. luckli our class is
after school went principle office ya have a 10- 15 min talk with richard.c..
chatted with him and hahas he is nice. =)
love goin to school yea but okie hope it safe...
(pls hahas go any claz check oso can dun cum e1 kaes) .. xP
sevenaxes hais also duno what to sae. i m soOo sick of everythg..
*hahas i need 4mths.
sevenaxes 4eva-
fouraxes. fiveaxes. sixaxes. nineaxes. rawks =)

you are the light of the world. a city on a hill cannot be hidden.
neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. instead they put it on its stand and it gives light to everyone in the house.
in the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven.
matthew 5:14-16

bad day

2004-08-16T13:16:00.000+01:00

tire real tire..
hurt my thumb durin trg..
the stick went deep down into the wound in my thumb. x)
pain pain tryin to get it out by usin needle yeps-.. ouchh..

todae didnt reali start off wel for mi.
wasnt in a pleasant mood yea bcos of some ppl n reasons.
but yeps try cheer myself up n hang on..
*tryin to smile and luff when it wasnt funny..
how i admire ppl hu can jus express their feelin jus lidat.
there is somethg beri wrg in mi mi jus cant simply xpress that..
u might b the ppl i hated most but in front of u i wil still try put on a smile.
fake isnt it. i hate myself wheneva i does that.
y y have i met u ppl..
todae got emaths and chinese tests while tml have chem test sianx 1/2.
rly had enuff of u ppl. y cant ur have some responsibilties..
again n again u behaved lidat. what do you take us for.
ur have been takin thg for granted ya. and have reached my tolerance.
i wil not give a damn animore. u ppl sucks.
n u blackie again n again.. first said you wna go home, lazy to go up.
then tricked us to alwaes run bout in seach while u sit there n rot yea.
why do we hire you for idot.u might as wel perish as you dont deserve to live. useless. *cant understan y god created you
think that 4x is rather nice.. not that JACK of cos x)
sevenaxes is nice . but so near yet so far.
*gettin further each day..
jus hope that time wil slow down yeps.
andrew is leavin le. one mth after todae- wil miss him ya...

party night

2004-08-14T17:05:00.000+01:00

jus came back from ks party. wahs so lincoln hse again..
wheneva @ lin's hse there wil b cream to play with.. =)
yeps hahax cream all over. smeli like hel but it was rather fun.. x)
jus a quick one.. beri tire as this mornin went for the entrepreneur couse.. had a take with micheal and adrain at amk library de cafe galiee.. hahax it was nice ya.. =)
happy birthday!! hapi 15th bdae to KS.. =)
yups enjoy ourselves.. hahas with my hair wash with mama linmong..
tire tire tml goin church yeps. *time to pay for for our sins ya..
sis ling is growin each dae.. she is getin braver ya.. ppl dun play x2 =)
long. long. have been ages neber see him le.
seven. seven.
sevenaxes u r jus so near yet so far.
always look at your name at my hp contact list but nvr had the courage to msg u.. thats mi-

mac n mi

2004-08-13T15:22:00.000+01:00

jus got home.. yeps after havin a presentation with mac directors.
went adrian office dere to meet him ya den we headed to duno wad marina auditorium dere as adrian gona help elim..
elim is havin a tok dere.. she have got along 2 break dancers..
adrian was dere to help recordin elim. sat dere watchin.. it was rly cold. hehes elim talk was so impressive.. i m kinda amazed.. =P
the two break dancers boys was cute n nice.. x)
after that went to get a cab and borth of us went rush to king albert park there.. the mac headquarter where we suppose to meet the directors at 5.30pm..
tink the whole meetin and presentation went quite wel..
hahas adrian did most 'connectin' withthe directors..
al i did was present my proposal n slides den try explainin..
yups thank god that adrain was there.. =)
he is such a nice ppl n oso a gd speaker.
yeps mac directors sae it shld b alright but they would need sometime to digest.. hahas dey jus dun blive i m sec 3 students.. =)
ok since mac had kinda agreed lahs i gona tok to richard.c asap...
mayb mon ya go lim kopi together.. x)
wana thank god for the ppl ard mi.. rly njoy workin n livin with them.. yea-
long nvr see sevenaxes le-
so near yet so far yeaps. =(

haiss

2004-08-11T16:30:00.000+01:00

okaes adrian jus called mi 11.15pm i tink to sae that RI boys dey have back up le..
hahas L0ls reali wana go on their own venture ya.. ok lorx al the best-
i have no other comments.
also okaes problem comes.. left me alone to present.. stress
really dunnoe wad i can do..
tomorrow will talk to richard.c hope he can help-
yepps and most prob. peirce students would be the pioneer batch with this proposal..
dunnoe right now very stress hahas luckily physics test was postphone..
thanks ez for not able to come to school..
anything shall wait till tomorrow ya..
btw tomorrow will do some rehearsal and hope everything will be okae..
*god bless.

ri teacher is boils my blood-

2004-08-11T14:33:00.000+01:00

wahx finali sch reopen today...
ez was not here today.. gota see khor lao shi sia even though today no chem.. everyone was sianz 1/2.. xP
cindy vs. poh
- round 2 -
sexi poh was hahas fun and nice playin with..
always try to act cool when she is hot* kaes hahas =)
keep pinchin mi.. i wana complain.. counsellor attackin ppl.. x)
luckily today was quite free and ez..
when we were havin physics, pearl from apple called mi to verify my paid and informed mi that she had pass to ewan for mi..
thanks ewan.. =)
den okae adrian sms mi when we were havin pc period?!
hahax ms khai kept starin at mi sia hahas makin it difficult for mi to reply.. but ok did managed to reply yepz.. mi pro marx =)
ok set he sae he will come to peirce to fetch mi den from there we shall go RI together..
as usual- he is late kaes..
so while waitin for adrian at the bench dere, richard.c came to mi and we chatted. as usual ask mi abt biz stuffs..told him that adrian gona fetch mi and we are gona meet the RI guys there to discuss abt my mac tuition proposal...
ok mus sae he is real nice kaes to listen to mi and oso encouragin.. he sae it's good, a breakthro', workable idea etc.. hahas reali nice.. =)
okae while chatin half waes, adrian came den we went RI..
met the guys at their library there..
while adrian was like tryinto xplain thg.. their teacher came.. ok nonsense.. she screw things kaes..
al n al she was tryin to point out was RI is good this and that so ok they should get a better share, profits etc.. *wtf kaes..
i noe i noe u r good but mus u b so* hao lian..
wad's so big deal ok.. frankli speakin for my proposal al i need is people who are good in maths and sci.. they are oso able to help tutor the students.. NOT NECESSARY B RI PPL KAES..
okok she jus tink that her sch is great n wana claim sum fame or moni.. sayin oso that mayb they THEMSELVES are able to work out the whole thg call RAFFLESIAN TUITION PROGRAMME which they gona conducted tuition for public at their corridor kaes..
wad's so big deal kaes if u tink ur sch' are able to do biz urself den dun engage us..
*aniwae tink ur boys oso duno see thg eye to eye with you...
who will wana spend time tutoring ppl for free. cip kaes.. dun be an idot.. generation gap..
hahax even ur boys cant stand u...
keep callin them to do as it as ur own as in sch project of wadeva u wana it to b RAFFLESIAN TUITION PROGRAMME or wadeva..
it fine with us de lorx.. mi n adrian have got contacts of over 35 schools ppl keen.. is ur boys hu r so enthu n kept approachin adrian.. dey wna that moni kaes not ur wadeva cip hr tis kinda charity work..
*it's jus waste of time for them..
ok but kinda mus chg the proposal kaes as wad their wish..
*give them face.. LOlx
mayb we SHALL NOT mentioned RAFFLES your big n wonderful names kaes, we wil jus have it as top school or top scholar..
yeps shedule is reali packed so mayb tml gona pon trg and go for the eng tuition kaes.
hahas gona drag wanzu, milk ping, sis ling n daryl along.. hahax tml trg 3 of us wil pon.. mis that toy car.. =P
den oso tml gona meet ms poon n richard.c to briefly tel dem abt my proposal and bout meetin todae lors..
fri goin king albert dere to present to mac directors.. kinda nervous.. for most of the time i did al preparation work, ppt etc but i wil nvr b the one presentin cos i gaf up the chance to others in the end.. i rly tink that i jus cant do that.. spoke to poon yy she sae i m lack in confident.. blah blah blah-
this time mus reali u noe admit that though peirce is not a beri good sch in term of results, not one of the top nor is it a famous sch.. but the teachers and principle we had are beri supportive and encouragin..
*yeps wana thanks them for al the supports they given mi kaes.. =)
-reali appreciate thats.
long time neber see sevenaxes le..
7x rawks.. =)

miss 7x

2004-08-10T07:03:00.000+01:00

tOdae never go anywhere stay home and sehx..
wahx i wana go school!!!
today got pe.. hahahx one shot missed 2 lessons..
further more 4 days never see 7x le..

tomorrow have to go RI after school-
yepx meeting adrian and the guys there.. xP
haiss but hahax mi haven reali complete the proposal..
hahax stuck with the finance part and the grammar editing..
[my eng and maths are jus tooOo..] =)
could anyone out there help?!? s0s hehe..

den after havin meetin with them next mon gona present to mac directors liaox..
i jus wori that i cant make it.. esp. presentin part...
tink i m alwaes lack of confident.. but that's mi.. i m wori.. reali =(
haiss gona miss trg, miss ken.. x)
to all the ppl round mi.. esp. my apple budd x)
<"i may not be here.... but u noe i'm always there">-copy from alvin =)
miss school.. miss sevenaxes..
+- "unoeimalwaesaroundu" -+

2004-08-09T10:09:00.000+01:00

yozzie again.. jus came back from work..
yupxx givin flyers.. one HUGE stacks kaes..
hahax even mohd laugh like hel sae i m like a flyer distribution machine. average time taken to finish a stck is about 20-30min..
hahax pro liaox.. =)
yepxx again help simon, hong lai dey al da pao..
ewan n raymond sae dey wana go eat themselves den ok lorx mi went orchard tower dere to get food for hl'..
hong lai is feelin better liaox.. =)
ewan look shuai shuai liaox *nice nice* but no longer look like simon.. hehe x)
it was tirin as ytd onie gota slp at 2 plus den todae woke up at 8 plus.. kinda feelin sick.. holidae assignment al not done.. haiss. not gona let ms poon check it out or i wil b in deep shit.. esp. the adrian thgy..

now so sian.. no one at home. al went jalan till tonight den gona cum home.. gd lorz..
i m damn hungry.. try go cook instant noodle and have it first before mum return to cook.. if the noodle i cook go gone case den ok bo bian cal delivery le.. hehe x)

sevenaxes again.. Lolx-
7x is rly rly cute n nice kaes. =)

meant for ytd

2004-08-09T01:20:00.000+01:00

yesterday got home at round 12.30am.. beri tire so lazy to switch on com.. now, before goin to work again.. ok write an review of ytd incident.

ytd i woke up early. though tire but kinda excited hahax cos the day before i received a cal from simon yea to cal mi go appl dere help- though it was jus simply givin leaflets,
i enjoyed and lurve goin to apple =) the people dere are rly nice.

ok so as usual i met daryl first at 9am went town mac to have breakfast. went church after that.. yea we were pretty early. while waitin for church to start, they were showin the film the 'stream of praises'- taipei concert thgy.. wow. i was impressed. it was grand and everyone was..
kina regret last week never turn up ya.. hahax

nah okae not long after church start, after few songs onie, i left and headed towards wheelock. reached slightly earlier, waiting for mohd to come with the stacks of flyers.
idle around, slack and kept chattin with jason n hong lai while waitin..

mohd came at round 12.30pm.. gave mi the instruction this al and off i went.. i stationed myself outside wisma dere. when i got there, there were already some apple peeps givin out apple..

wahx can see al typical singaporean- esp 'maids' from lucky plaza.. cross the road and came al the way to get it.. each got round 4.. wahx cant stand them, after takin still dont wana go.. crowd dere gigglin- *tel mi, wad's so funi? its onie ugly sight they brought to sporean. fcuk off kaes.
give. give. give. nothing speacial. saw some peircean n a teacher. duo wad she cal lahx- dao. they didnt see mi so okae 4get it..

round 5pm, leonard, huan yu and brandon(leo's fren) came.. hahax help mi with clearin the leaflets by takin one each.=)
as i stil gota work for a while so cal them go jalan 1st.. they wana go bowlin but alley closed so hang round cine archade..

after that last stack went back with hong lai as i met him on the way.. waited beri long for pearl to finish entertainin the customer and pay mi.. soOoo long. luckily jason was there for mi to crap with x)
cal mi go again today to help. *okae shld i b happy or tire?!? Lolx.

struggled beri long, duno if still wana meet up with leonard dey al to go esplanade there to se fireworks anot as alvin not gona b dere cos he is busi.. hahax =)

finali ok lahx kinda go lorx. b sportanance.. met up at cine bk. huan yu and i atee- my 2nd meal sia.. *hungry*
yepxx leo's frenz, brandon n gangie went first.

so ok there left leonard, huan yu, joan, wesley n alvin(another camp fren).. they brought along 4 frenx.. 2 guy and 2 galx(one of the guy sis n galfren)...

so we were like okae- took train dere.. wahx al the train were packed hahax so we take the 1 to JE de den back to newton we cross the platform and tak back the one to MB de..

reached city hal went up, lotsa ppl but ok we kinda got a good spot under the bridge dere de.. the thgy was so high.. luckily there were guys around they carried us and hehe we got up. nice nice..

while waitin, wes, alvin n their frenx sae wana go get a drink so they left.
not long after we heard al kinda cheerin and the popin sound.. then came to realise that ya couldnt see anithgy so went near the other side to see.

wow it was nice.. i enjoyed it. =)
esp. the part where al al the sparks seemed to be cumin nearer and nearer... nice nice- wes dey al jus missed it. lasted abt 7 mins bahx..

after al wow ended, people are al tryin to make their way back..6 of us were there waitin for the 4 guys back..
(as xpected.. yea we guess correctly) they came back with 3 bottles f calsberg strong brew. pro arhx they used their teeth to open that metal cap.. *pain*
they drank n we waited..
wes drank up to abt 2 bottles while the 3 of dem drank onie bits i tink..

by right leonard planned that we shall have supper yea. eat some local delights at lau pa sa dere..

but.. things happened!

wes was drunk. while we were makin our way dere, wes keep sayin ppl are starin at him(nearly got into fights twice), shoutin, bangin onto sumthg etc. many were starin at us.
frankli speakin i was quite afraid & shocked..

once at the traffic dere, wes kept bangin, kickin at the construction that metal thgy..
a police car jus happen to pass by. they spotted and stop.
his frenx quickly carried him n cross the road while leonard n mi was tryin to block the police.. *phew* they didnt managed to catch up yea..

stop at buildin beside the market. got wes lied down.
they grabbed hold of him while leonard, joan and mi go get cold drink to pour at him , tryin to wake him..
while we were gone, he tried killin himself sia by hittin his head against the railin..

thought it would be nice, u noe, see fireworks, have supper, go home rest as tml still mus work.. but thgy went beyond control..
*we were kinda shocked. and for a moment leonard, huan yu, joan and mi duno wad to do.. i was stunned-

waited beri long, tryin to hire a cab.. al were either busi or on cal- run round the road.. then there is this guy came to mi n sae," come i give you al the cab no den ur go try cal 1 instead of runnin round the road. beri dangerous" so we cal the silver cab.. it pretty efficient came few min onie.. beta den comfort.. cal n jus played music no reply at al.. bloody hel

wes n 3 other fren who is holdin him got up and they left.. wahx finali..
also we haf difficulties gettin the cab.. i cal smrt the new taxi oso fool mi sia cal mi listen to the bloody melody for 8 min plus waste my bill n tym... den we decided to tak train lahx.. jus in time we board the last train..

haiss tirin dae.. leonard was quite stressed up.. dun worry lahx . its isnt your fault.. or i should put it it isnt anione fault no one xpected it to happen..
wes oso quite stressed up that's y..
njoyed the fireworks yea.. =)
ok next time go hang again kaes.. *i plan hehe x)
hope alvin wil den b able to make it... =)
yepxx fingers beri suan.. wad a long entry.. ytd reali a long dae.
cant go online n neber see sevenaxes. sad
but he is nice. =)

deep thoughts

2004-08-07T16:44:00.000+01:00

tadilseawlaehsiy* -
sometime jus cant understand what is in the people's mind..
esp.him.. i thought i knew exactly everytything but i was wrong.. :(
speak up.. or wil live in regret. -gimi4mths.

my bum pain- x)

2004-08-07T14:51:00.000+01:00

todae was home since mornin til noon at round 12pm- watchin tv..
i came to realise that it have been long since i have the time to sit there and watch an entire episode.. i have been so busy since june- =)

yeppx remember jus now while watchin the mtv thgy simon called.. he asked if i m free to go work at applecentre dere todae.. but nah mi tire lahx hahax wana slack for the dae so mi rejected sae i not free.. x)
but yupx promised to go work tml at 12pm..
(anione free cum visit mi kaes or beta still buy mi a drink).. =)

then mayb later in the night meetin leonard, wesley, alvin n joan dey al.. dey sae wana go c wad firework..
hahax for mi hu care if dere is firework i jus wna b out.. =)
it's alrite even if dere is no firework =P

jus when i was about to fal asleep, qin called- she asked if i wana go cycle..
at first i rejected cos hahax wana sehx den bike tyres no air.. but after much persuadion den okie lor went cycle wif her..

we cycle pass J8, amk dere den al the way up hougang dere to ben hse..
it's a long long journey hahax esp when we duno where is his hse...
so after cyclin for ard 2 hours, yea managed to find our way..
wahs ben's bro is so cute.. look like him.. kinda hyper-active.. keep playin. the sis oso beri nice.. alex, ks, lin,chris, jm were dere when we reach.. dey were playin com games n ps..
den after a while dey went play pool- hahax den dere is tis irritatin guy keep disturbin dem.. =)
ben n lin had a gd game onie haha ks n jm.. dey looked kinda funi..x)

went to eat at hougang point den leave ben hse round 8pm.. as it was dark liaox, ben escort qin n mi from hougang to nanyang poly dere, amk, J8, toa payoh market dere den yepxx back home.. =)
mus reali thank him hahax that was nicee..

but that was oso a tirin dae hahax my bum r in great pain.. xP
but i enjoy the dae lahx.. =)
yea now gona continue with the biz presentation again..
promised to send to adrian round tis few dae.. haiss.. hahax

neber see sevenaxes todae- kinda sianz 1/2.. =)
while we were out, keep grumblin to qin..
tink she quite pek qie hahax..
den keep sayin i wna go home, i wana go online tis al to c him hahax n qin was quite pissed.. x)

sevenaxes is nice.. reali- no joke.

ndp celebration

2004-08-06T12:42:00.000+01:00

todae sch was havin ndp celebration.. i like the morning parade. it was awesome.- esp the ncc..
[he] was soOo shuai. formal. cool-
sevenaxes oso beri nice nice kaes.. ^.^"

tis year instead of havin te sing along session, the upper sec went back to class to have a game of bingo n do the reflection thgy..
our class was co-operative during the game.. ^.^
(1) some(xianyao n mi) were doin stretchin liaox to get readi to run down.. =P
(2) some were waiting at the doorway to "block" people.. x)
(3) while al other were exchanging the sheets looking out for bingo..
nah- but we did not win larhx.. onie got 1 sheet with bingo-
hehe but we enjoy ourselves yea.. =)

yeppx den for the reflection.. snowman n the gals do the write- up while the guy drew..
hahax hannan drew the lee kuan yew n it looks like the gatsby fellow.. everyone of us were laughin until- =)

okae lahx todae was pretty nice. =)
so glad to see sevenaxes in school. i lurve goin to sch yea-- =)

praises

2004-08-05T13:36:00.000+01:00

i lurve thurs.. todae was reali nice..
wana thankx the ppl here who fool around wif mi n brightened my dae..
(1) snowman who was known as nui gui last last for tellin mi lame thg..
tink she is reali great nvr failed to cheer mi.. hahax an expert stage of joker.. can make mi reali laugh out loud.. =)
(2) milk ping havin the trainin todae so fun-
(3) china boi n jie for interviewin mi.. hehe i gona b in the news =)
(4) qin's dad for givin us free ride.. x)
(5) poh for foolin wif mi hahax if not bio wuld b so sianx..
(6) mei yee n claire to gaf the cheerful smile. =)
(7) vballer to have a slack trainin as eva.. lovin it yea.. haha but dun complain larh b gentle iron ladies to share the bal- xp
(8) ernie to crapx..
(9) helmet, ta ma da n fungus to b so nice.. hehex
(10) sis ling to b alwaes dere to guide mi along..
(11) aunty ong, yulin n denis as dey try to b funi kaes.. =)
last of al..
(77th) sevenaxes to b in school- =)

sch n trainin was nice todae.

2004-08-05T12:40:00.000+01:00

cindy vs. poh
-round 1-

hahax recently found poh beri fierce sia.. alwaes dere catchin ppl.. told her den kana attack.. she is rough.. hehex bruises al over sia.. x)
btw do wad do ur thought of when ur heard poh?!? hehe check it out!

eng period anuty ong was funi.. show us the sch news letter.. tink al the teachers look so funi last tym.. =)
china boi n jie ineterviewed mi.. tink hahx gaf them losta craps.. Lolx-
[what's hot? what's not!] yea check it out!
daph, claire , steph n mi r gona inform u abt the lastest trend in e1.. =)

geo period helmet n mi chat non-stop..
remix sia hahax kept goin on..
she was reali nice n we tok almost abt everythg.. =)

trainin was fun.. tink hai kept like dyin.. he seem to alwaes cant get us to do proper trainin.. hehe milk ping n mi alwaes fool around..
njoy the toy car i found at vbal room.. hahax haf been playin wif it..
den after that ping got gloves from sick bay n we started playin wif it..
hahax we kept peepin at the ncc ppl..
the parade was nice... kinda lukin 4ward to tml.. =)

we haf been foolin around till when richard came.. den for his sake we put up a show n play..
hahax tink we have done quite wel n he was impressed.. onie that wheneva xiao xuanzi n mi spike, the bal alwaes go rugby ppl dere.. (wana thanks the smal rugby boi) for passin us the bal.. =)

yeppx tml national dae celebration.. mus wear red as if it was chinese new year.. sianx but hahax i lurve goin to sch yupxx.. =)
after sch meetin my cousin dey al go out den hahax go his hse gamble..
gd luck--

sevenaxes was nice..
todae never reali c him cos mayb i was slpin al the while?!?
Lolx. but he is nice kaes.. =)

hapi

2004-08-04T15:36:00.000+01:00

i m beri hapi right now bcos... =)

sleep. play. eat

2004-08-04T13:19:00.000+01:00

todae have been slpin in class whole dae..
since first period alreadi landed in dreamland liaox.. =)
if i have a choice tink hahax might as wel dun go sch yarx...
have been stayin out till beri late every night.. beri tire..
al my grades have been droppin tink gona contact mr ramonx-sos.. =)

frm tml start 7.15am school gona start le!! soOoo hahax tink mayb nasim wil end dere singin on his own.. x) so earli--

after school, qin, ling, daryl n i we went dhoby ghaut dere for tuition.. quite fun hahax qin n i kept disrturbin sis ling.. tink she is rather pissed. =)

yepp on our way back, saw yuankai.. n daryl was, "OoOoei, yuankai lehx!" lolx hahax so ji dong..
went ps after that.. al of us bought the same red ndp tee hahax for fri de..

hahax as what suhandy sae tink sooner or later ernie would b part of us liaox.. our xperessway dere, steph, jie n mi r alwaes dozin off n he is onie survival.. maintain-
but useless lahx cos wheneva i m awake mi wil go disturb dem de..
nth to do mar.. xp

paiseh breadboi tink jus now that hit* was real hard i could hear the *taaa* sound soOo loud.. hehe aniwae is u hu started kaes.. x)

sevenaxes is nice..
nth much to reveal but jus wana let ur noe 7x is nice. =)

putin 7axes to an endin..

2004-08-03T10:30:00.000+01:00

yea todae snowman encourage mi to create tis when i m in the mist of preparin my business plan.. =)

nowadays quite close too my classmatex.. esp. snowman cos wheneva we see each other we wil start tokin abt the sevenaxes..
tink she haf a weird taste.. cos hahax that **** *** luk kinda- =)

so far onie got 3 ppl noe sevenaxes- wl, wq n genie..
tink suan le, not gona let ppl noe le cos as wad sis ling sae, "wad's the point of lettin pl noe.." =) yupxx that's it case close..

hehe but actuali e1 have lotsa 7x lahx.. the 1 behind mi who luk like sesame street ernie is nice, opp mi, china boi is oso nice.. al nice =)

recess that tym play a trick on qin hahax she drank sumthg nice?!?
n she argh.. spit on my face. yucks.. xp

hahax tink mi gona b beri busi le.. adrian jus cal mi hahax gota do a business plan presentation n present to mac directors.. stress x]